i guess some people noticed i deleted all my stuff here. just wanted to let people know im ok and give a little explanation. ive been getting feelings for someone and im terrified. i was trying to avoid it but its happening and its getting impossible for me to ignore. im terrified of getting hurt again. i made a post looking for, idk support and advice i guess, but no one really had anything to say. i also texted my friend and my sister and they didnt have anything to say either.

i realized i dont have anyone i can really talk to about this stuff and it made me feel really alone. it made me want to hide from everyone and so i deleted everything on here and didnt talk to anyone for a couple days. i still dont know what to do and getting hurt feels inevitable at this point. sorry if i worried you, and for being kinda dramatic. im sure ill go back to being more active at some point.