I’d like to not talk about the things that have been happening with me for the past couple of days, please. Thanks for your understanding.
My bf got injured at work recently. A really heavy piece of meat fell right on his back while unloading his truck. Luckily, he ditched his usual stubbornness and went to the hospital, where ho got an x-ray and CT scan. Turns out, two of his vertebrae are fractured. The doctors said he was lucky to be alive and walking and I’m extremely grateful for that, at least. I couldn’t stand losing him…
Anyway, he’s practically bedridden. He can walk, walking is okay, but sitting is painful for him, he can’t do it for more than 10 minutes at a time. So he lies in bad all day (not meant offensively towards him in the slightest) and I do my best to take care of his needs. I lent him my powerful Lenovo Legion gaming laptop, so he could play Victoria and Captain of Industry while he’s lying down. I’m glad he has at least some form of entertainment…
He needs help getting up, most of the time. He’s in pain and I can tell. Hearing him moan in pain honestly breaks my heart. But…at least he got some pain meds from the doctors. He also wears a corset now, to help the bones (cartilage?) heal properly. He joked that they gave him a women’s corset, because he was so skinny. Jellyyy /s
Honestly? I’m heartbroken that my man is suffering like this. I was horrified the first day, when he came home very obviously in great pain and told me the bad news…with that said, I really, really like taking care of people. Yes, people in general, but him specifically. When he’s sick or injured, unable to do what he needs, I love doing it for him. I honestly love supporting him how I can.
And so, I bring him food and cables to charge all of his devices (mainly his phone and vape), water as well, I help him get up when he needs to go to the bathroom, I go shopping for supplies, I rub cream on his back to help with the pain, I try to support him emotionally, I dress and undress him (he can’t do it himself) and I just try to make sure his needs are met. Honestly, I’m probably doing a shit job, but in a weird way, I really like taking care of people in general. I’m nurse material fr 😭 /s
That was the first two days. Right now, he actually seems a bit better. The bones will take about 3 weeks to heal, but today he seems better. And that’s good ❤️. I love seeing him recover, bit by bit. He’s been walking around the house a bit and he even went for a short walk outside (he’s allowed to go at certain hours, because of how sick leave works in this country). He was there with me when I did my first 4-day injection today (hurt like hell, clenched my muscle and there was so much blood, basically fucked it up, but it’s done) and he was well enough to comment on me bleeding absolutely everywhere. He was worried for me. He’s here, with me and I’m here with him. I love this man 💜
When he actively doesn’t need anything, I just mess around with Godot (and Lemmy, ofc). I’m trying to learn it and it’s actually quite fun. The Blender of game engines, teehee. It’s a good piece of software.
I’ll admit tho, I stay up way too late. Like, I go to sleep around 5AM and wake up around 12PM. Well, idk if it’s the stress or the dysphoria, but at least I’m learning a game engine, so…profit, I guess?
NSFW, TMI
It was around 4AM yesterday and I was doing prep for my prog. I know it’s not needed, but I clean out even for boofing prog. Idk, I guess it’s just a habit: I clean out whenever putting anything in there, no matter how stupid or useless it is. As I was doing that, I thought to myself “You know…this is much better than I expected. This might actually be enough for sex…”. And it was. It probably didn’t help that I was reading horny Reddit posts while doing this, mainly centered around the joys of sleeping with men (my favorite topic, lol).
And so I approached the bed with my (sleeping) bf on it and moved the blanket aside. Then I started rubbing my face against his dick (and drooling all over it in the process 😭, I love doing that so much tho). He got super hard and woke up, a bit confused but alright. I asked him if he was feeling up for a quick round of sex. And his answer was an enthusiastic “Fuck yes” 😆 (consent is important!). And so, I hopped on top of him (I hate this position, but there was no other way, and also I don’t really mind doing it that much, if it’s for him). And then…well, you can probably imagine the rest, but I’ll describe it anyway, cause Miisha is my name 😆
I took him all in one go. Tbh, it hurt a lot, because this was after weeks of no sex, all without any warmup. But, as people probably know, I’m a bit of a masochist, so this was actually a really good thing for me. Pain is good :3
I started very gently moving my hips, making sure it didn’t hurt him. He assured me that everything was fine, but I was still careful and gentle, which honestly isn’t my style at all, but this was important right now.
With slow and careful movements, I gently bounced up and down on him, making sure not to hurt him. He…honestly fucking loved it, lol. And so did I. And so, for once in my life, we gently made love, not like animals this time, but like two people in love. And it wasn’t half bad. I was fighting myself a bit, trying to keep myself from wildly smashing my pelvis into his, but it was actually really nice.
Gentle up and down, feeling him rub against me inside, hearing him moan, feeling him squirm under me while massaging my breasts. Feeling how hard he was for me, how much he loved and wanted me. Gently moving my hips, feeling him go in and out of me, lovingly riding my partner…I didn’t know I was capable of such romance 😆
My legs were in a bit of pain. Not much exercise for them made it harder to keep going. Still, I didn’t care, and with slow and rhythmical movements, I kept taking him deep inside. When I felt him get even harder and I heard his moans change, I could tell he was getting close. And so I picked up the pace a bit. Not a lot, but just enough to let him cum. Since he was so pent up, he didn’t last as long. And since he was so pent up, he had lots to give me…
And so he did. While still shaking my pelvis, nibbling on his cock with my muscles, he got harder and harder and even harder…and then my movements sent him over the edge. He gripped my hips, squeezed my ass. And buried himself deep. I helped a bit by spreading with my own hands and took him as deep as physically possible, there was nothing left. And feeling him finally cum inside me after all this time, feeling him gush and spurt and fill me up…filling me at last, marking me as his bitch…fuuuuuuck, I needed that.
After he was done (and I was full af, I could feel it), I stayed on top for a brief moment, before we both disconnected and made out. A sweet finish to a damn good round, I’d say. There was so much cum on me, in me that it leaked out a bit. He was also covered in it. I was surprised how much there was. I fucking loved it tho. Cumpost bin 🤷♀️
And so, we both had to take a shower to wash off the cum that was literally everywhere. It wasn’t a problem tho, I helped him in and out of the bathtub, helped him dry off when he was done, helped him get back to bed. Then I finally boofed my prog, washed myself as well, brushed my teeth and we fell asleep next to each other at around 5AM. We both needed an evening like that.
TL;DR: I always clean out for prog, this time it was good enough for sex, woke up my bf and rode him until he came inside me, then boofed my prog and we fell asleep, tired but happy.
I love taking care of him. Well, I guess I could say “I love taking care of him”. It’s true. I love him so much 💜
I hope my baby recovers fully and quickly. I’ll be here to help him achieve that, always ❤️


So fucking glad to hear from you, kiiiind of happy things at that! 🫂
Hope you bf doing doing well and getting better. Good thing he has a nursey, loving gf!
I almost missed collapsing the spoiler, which would’ve been regrettable, given all the gold hidden in there. I completely lost it at
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Yeah I’m just silly like that
I could’ve legit been a nurse, had I not started hating biology in highschool 😭
Trans nurse sounds kinda neat, honestly
Thank you 🫂💜💜