So for the past 2 years this person and I have been split up. They are desperate to get back together while doing none of the work I requested as a condition of reigniting flames.

Due to certain unpleasant political events I’m pushing for my own move to the country, to start something close to self-sufficient.

I invited them to join me on it because this project will be recession-proof, and a good investment, but ultimately something I’m going to do either way, just easier if it’s not alone.

They found a way to turn something against me, again, even though I recognize that there’s nothing I could have said that wouldn’t have led to a fight with someone looking for one…

I have… decades worth of plans toward this goal, as it’s largely an extension of my intense preoccupations in my early adulthood, but back then I envisioned living under a huge dome as part of a nasa project and now just want some big greenhouses…

I… am really scared of what’s coming and this person… is probably safe… but it’s all just a very… stressful situation… I think I may need to cut ties with this person if they continue to be a drag, but they are one of very few people I know…

Idk where I’m going with this, I guess… I was hoping to do this with someone to have the added stability and a bit of money toward some of the bigger projects, but they have never had a lot of faith in me so I guess I shouldn’t be surprised… disappointed though. As they share many of my goals.