This meme really captured my emotional state lmao
mine too and i pity my therapist that keeps trying to figure out a way around it. lol
I’m gonna try disclosing this w my therapist lmao, I already told her that half my problems are lowkey philosophical lol
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I cannot overstate how valuable this comment is to me, so thank you.
I’m mainly in therapy because I want to manage my depressive episodes so that I no longer experience suicidal ideation. The reason why I think bringing up politics is relevant is essentially because sometimes I’ll “think up a storm” over a few weeks (usually challenging thoughts/ideas I don’t have good answers to, and often negative) and then shut down (i.e. my mood just hits an “off switch” and I need to go “nothing matters” for two weeks). Often what I’m ruminating on is capitalism or patriarchy or smth like that, though recently epistemology has been featuring more prominently.
In that sense, it’s relevant to my own neuroses and dealing with them but not necessarily the most important thing to bring up either bc I can find ways to talk about em while avoiding politics. I just find talking around subjects difficult and would rather be frank.
Huh, wonder why there is a mental health crisis. I guess we will never know. /s
oof. that one hurt. plus we don’t even know how climate change will play out throughout our individual lives.
we really gotta unite and resist way more than we currently are.
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i feel i know enough to know it’s not looking good
I’m in this picture and I don’t like it
CW: Self-Harm
If I fail to build a stable life for myself, I’ll either live as a hobo or off myself. I always felt a distance towards life since my childhood, and I still do. I even attempted to end my life during a temper tantrum. All I can say about my current state is that I’m just carrying on like a boat that lost its oars in the middle of an ocean.
What’s the bearable life you can imagine? Sometimes i imagine going back to different time periods that have existed, but all of them are worse overall. That leaves a theoretical future that may or may not be even possible. It’s kind of depressing to pin your happiness on a future that may never exist.



