I can’t accept it. I just keep trying to do something with my hobby (music) even though I know I won’t get anywhere. my plays have actually gone down. i still enjoy making it though so I don’t stop. i guess I’m still running on a tiny bit of hope.

wishing you the best.

thanks a bunch, sincerely. I will give some of these a shot.

thank you, I appreciate it. watching that video is a good idea, it’s made me more self aware before, maybe I’ll rewatch it every so often to lock in