i could be doing things that actually benefit the revolution i fear

i’m starting to worry that these foul midterms will ruin any “potential” this wasteland of the westoid populace has for revolution which i feel sounds callous but it is true

only had them for one session so far so idk how to trust

i forgot to mention but imperialism is exactly why i CAN’T talk to a therapist about this in particular, sure they help with other things but as soon as they find out i’m anticapitalist they’ll report me for “looney left terrorism”

besides they’d also take me away if i ever talked about what i want to do to enemies of the movement for “extreme violent thoughts” yknow?

the fact they all keep failing only makes me feel that something more drastic needs to be done soon and makes me angrier

i say we steam them alive to maximize their pain at this rate

now if only americans started doing this, myself included

oh i just waited till the water boiled, then put in the rice and some butter and let it cook on low for about 20-30 minutes

it’s about 2.25 cups of water and 1 tbsp of butter per 1 cup of rice

it’s a mix of heavy cream, minced garlic, garlic-parmesan-herb seasoning, and chicken stock

at work rn but i’ll drop the recipe when i can

like why wouldn’t global southerners condemn all of the global north after all we’ve done and continue to do, it’s only logical to me cause i’d do that if i were in their shoes

but why wouldn’t they is what i don’t understand

you can argue yes to those questions given they both still relied on goods obtained via imperialism though, like yes the impact they had on the movement is huge but foe example, a simple meal still was obtained by the suffering of the global south if that makes sense which is what i think about every time i consume sustenance

the average russian worker wasn’t an imperialist parasite whose food, goods, existence, etc. innately involved the exploitation of the global south and therefore provided a net negative to the movement though