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Cake day: March 18th, 2024

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  • Wow that’s curious. I distinctly remember my first time. I held the cigarette in a strange way so that my hand covered my mouth when I hauled, and my roommate made fun of me lol.

    It gave me the spins and kind of perked me up when drinking, but that was the extent of anything noticeable.

    The immediate like sedating effect I only noticed when I started smoking in the morning.









  • I do try to be honest, since the main purpose of a diary for me is to process my baggage, stresses, etc. On that same note, I’m also mindful of who’s feelings I might hurt in the hypothetical case an entry were read aloud… Unlikely, but still.

    It may have only occurred two or three times in the last decade, but I can think of a specific case where I was writing about some stress with a family member, and then decided to stay my hand on that particular entry, because I knew they were under investigation for a crime (not against a person, but an institution) and there are no specific protections in my country for diaries. So out of an overabundance of caution, I just cut that entry short and just wrote about the weather or something for that day haha.