I have to go to a stupid Passover Seder tonight. I’m going to pretend to be schizophrenic so the rabbi and his wife don’t ask me too many questions. I’m going to tell them that I have a supercomputer controlling my mind and I can only say things that the supercomputer lets me say.

Bit difficult because they are at the CIA. They could easily fuck me up again, though I don’t really care if they do.

The trouble is that I can’t control it. Lies come out easier than the truth. It’s been this way since childhood. I don’t have a mask. I create new identities, and I need to collapse myself into one identity and stick with it, and part of that would be to stop the lying. I don’t want to destroy my relationships again. I’m so confused about where to turn.

I’m not a satanist. I’m just a primary psychopath who loves a good laugh. I am not violent or evil. I’m pissed off at the CIA. Several assets, in particular.

I’m not even angry, that’s the thing. I don’t even get angry. I just want to do something funny to get back at them and enjoy a nice laughing attack (I am a primary psychopath). What do you mean by “more constructive ways?” Like, you have better, less dangerous ideas?

What was the favorite book? Something worth reading? I love to read!

Not in the least.

Thank you for your reply. I am truly a lifestyle actress (and therefor a lifestyle troll) and I think up mostly ridiculous shit. I am trying to figure out a legal way to get back at them, even if only I myself find amusing. I don’t care if they don’t care. It’s just a funny thing to do. I just want to avoid legal trouble. From posting here, I’ve realized from all you good people that I should avoid burning crosses lmao.

Yeah I didn’t even think about that. Thanks.

Well yeah, but I was thinking I’d do an upside down cross or something. Maybe that would make it not be a hate crime???

Thanks. I am beginning to see that it’s a bad idea.

No. I just thought it would be a funny way to get back at them. There is a reason I posted on here before actually following through with it. I’m not trying to intimidate the cops of fbi/cia. I just think it would be amusing.

Not so great, but at the time perfectly fine. Usually pretty okay. My psychologist told me that I have aspd but that what he considers me is a primary psychopath. It just doesn’t sound very good, and I like to manage what others see about me.

What is twitch?

How do you know they are psychopaths?

Was there any physical stalking?