Yeah, that’s one of those things that I know in my head, but can’t really internalize.

I fully planned on ignoring that. I’ve been thinking about therapy, but no one near me accepts my insurance, so that option is out the window.

That’s exactly the issue at hand. Plus all of the stigma and questions from family and friends if the split happens, which I’m by no means capable of dealing with.

Appearance and how I dress is the entirety of it.

In short, figuring out exactly how I’m most comfortable and confident in presenting myself.

She’s actually exclusively attracted to my AGAB, at least in me. So moving away from that is actually the root of the problem.

Yeah, once the initial pain of her being supportive then suddenly not wears off.