I dressed up in the pink skirt I ordered, dark blue sweatpant bottoms, and a thick leather jacket that hides most of my features. And a mask over my face to still hide the moustache…
It was midnight on a Sunday so zero people out in my neighborhood. It was calm and quiet and chilly and empty. Made me feel… more okay with it. And then I went home and stared at myself in the mirror for like half an hour.
Haha im so fuckeddddddddd


It really was :) if my experience is any indication of yours, the best is yet to come. I could never even imagine being where I am now while I was walking those lonely trails. I hope you can experience that too!