As per my most recent transfem post, I was meeting up with some people.

Public transport is fucked today… So I had to fucking cancel :( the forces of the world want me to be recluse lmaoo

At least we can just postpone but fuck me. All that fucking work up for fuck all.

Now Im spiralling one some things i said and i feel like a creep. Now did i say anything creepy?? Probably not, but my anxiety wont let it go. Now my instrusive thoughts about that are bombarding me. I can barely look at people atm.

GOD this is what I get for being social /s

Ill keep trying, but for now but just gonna hide from the world for a bit :( bed rotting here we go

  • Azalea@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
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    23 hours ago

    aw shit I’m sorry. I hope they didn’t reschedule it too far away.

    Also I’m sure you never said anything creepy, try not to worry about it, could you maybe ask someone?

    • Minty@aussie.zoneOPEnglish
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      23 hours ago

      Thanks.

      Um wouldnt feel comfortable doing that, but conversations continued as normal so I think its ok

      • Azalea@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
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        23 hours ago

        Yeah I figured, but yes I’m sure it’s ok, you come off as very kind on here and I’m sure you do there as well.

  • Tess@piefed.blahaj.zoneEnglish
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    1 day ago

    Damn, that’s so disappointing. All that anxiety and anticipation for nothing :(
    At least it’s only postponed.

    Did you find out about the PT trouble before you left, or were you all dressed up and ready to go?

    • Minty@aussie.zoneOPEnglish
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      23 hours ago

      Yuh :(

      I was actually at the train station all dressed up, so that sucked

  • gandalf_die_12te@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
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    1 day ago

    uhm idk whether it helps you but especially if you’re travelling that route for the first time, it might help you to do a practice-run, i.e. travel the whole distance for practice. ofc only if you have a PT ticket which allows you to travel for free within a certain area.

    • Minty@aussie.zoneOPEnglish
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      1 day ago

      Thanks for the advice

      In this case the PT really was super fucked. I expect it get on my countries news lmaoo. Straight up i think someone took some copper from the train line from a major train station that is intermediary for a lot of rural trains. They said vandalism specifically but i do think that whats happened lmaoo