As per my most recent transfem post, I was meeting up with some people.
Public transport is fucked today… So I had to fucking cancel :( the forces of the world want me to be recluse lmaoo
At least we can just postpone but fuck me. All that fucking work up for fuck all.
Now Im spiralling one some things i said and i feel like a creep. Now did i say anything creepy?? Probably not, but my anxiety wont let it go. Now my instrusive thoughts about that are bombarding me. I can barely look at people atm.
GOD this is what I get for being social /s
Ill keep trying, but for now but just gonna hide from the world for a bit :( bed rotting here we go


Damn, that’s so disappointing. All that anxiety and anticipation for nothing :(
At least it’s only postponed.
Did you find out about the PT trouble before you left, or were you all dressed up and ready to go?
Yuh :(
I was actually at the train station all dressed up, so that sucked