Got rejected from a course today that’s my backup career choice. At least there’s a course that I’m already in, and if I don’t like it, and find that I want to study in the field of rejected course, I can just apply again next year or start the bachelor version of the course to see if I like it.

I’m just scared teaching will destroy me, which is giving me a sinking feeling and it hasn’t even started yet. At one of the local schools near me, kids demolished the bathroom wall. I’m slowly convincing myself not to worry about it until it’s actually happened.