I just got back from a furry convention after using it as a queer space to safely look how I want and god damn it I actually like how I looked. like, I looked in the mirror and saw AN ACTUAL HUMAN. i don’t know how to handle this.
i put in an appointment at the transgender health program at my local hospital but that won’t be till december to speak to someone.
my insurance is estimating they will cover this visit, but will they cover more later or is it a bait and switch?
I got my hair grown out and my weight under 200 so i should have a decent chance of looking decent? I have a really bad resting bitchface.
sorry for the aimless ramble. I think I am just hoping to find someone to talk to. my head is all over the place right now.
honestly thanks, i’m not sure what i’m exactly wanting to hear. pretty sure i’m just up too late and overthinking things.
I have a found family that takes good care of me and i’m already acting as a housewife for everyone here, so all things considered I think i’m privileged. just feeling dumb and overly emotional about it, I blame me being up at 4am posting on lemmy >~>
No worries! Perfectly fine to be emotional. If anything there’s more of that to come lol sounds like you’re in a good spot though!
Overthinking sucks so just remember, you got this!