If you’re not middle aged, pick a younger age, IDK

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    10 days ago

    I’m fine.

    I’ve been in and out of therapy most of my life. Therapists are useless (for me). Not once have they told me something I didn’t already know. I know why I respond to things the way I do. I know where the trauma started. I know what copeing mechanism I’ve developed and how they can effect relationships.

    Keeping a journal doesn’t help. Meditation doesn’t help. All the various other bullshit they have tried since I was a kid have been terrible.

    Medication makes my brain feel like molasses which makes me wanna step into oncoming traffic even more so than normal.

    It is what it is.