Woohoo!!! Let’s gooooooo

Unfortunately didn’t get the first place we applied for. So I’m feeling pretty sad. But we are still working on it. And I’m trying really hard to stay balanced. Trying to stay positive.

Immense turtle power! I hope you feel better soon 💜

Blue shark with pink mouth and white teeth/belly. Blue pink white are the trans flag colors, shark is defender of the trans flag.

They also defend my bed during non sleepy times, and I hug the small one against my chest with the big one spooning my back when I’m in bed. It brings me incredible comfort and a feeling that I am not alone.

Also, the trek to the physical store is like a pilgrimage to those with one nearby enough to travel there. And for everyone else, there’s shipping or knock offs for those that are cash strapped.

I hope this sheds a small amount of light on why someone might be quite interested in these shorks.

I’m so glad to hear you have shelter for now.

It makes me very happy that people came together and helped.

I hope you are able to find a better situation soon.

I definitely went on this ride over the course of a year+:

Stage 1. I got called ma’am, wow that makes me feel very interesting!

Stage 2. Bleh I definitely am not a dude… Being referred to as a guy is actually yucky!

Stage 3. Let’s try they/them on for size.

Stage 4. Hmm, that’s better. But I wonder if there’s more to this…

Stage 5. https://genderdysphoria.fyi/ Mind. Blown. I am a girl this whole fucking time!!

Stage 6. We’re going to ride the She/Her train, let’s fucking goooooooooo!!!

Several trips to the thrift store later, I am the happiest gal this side of Estrogenville.

:3

Aww thank you for checking in. I’m getting much closer now to getting out of this.

I made contact late last week with another lady that is also looking for a new place, so we have been apartment shopping and are applying to one that is down the street from a local queer hangout. I am pretty excited but it’s all up to whether they accept my meager information. I had to drain a retirement account, and that took me a long time because until the other day it still had my deadname.

But even if we don’t get that place, I’m hoping we will get one soon.

I hope you are doing ok!

💜

I love that dress!!! Awesome floral pattern.

You got this, grats on day one!!

I am so sorry that you had that experience those things. You deserve better. I wish I could help more than just being a voice telling you that I’m here, and that you are a good person who did not deserve to be treated that way. I see you, I hear you, and you are loved.

That is an amazing coincidence. I am currently awaiting a meeting discussing this cities trans agenda right this very moment. I am excited. And there’s free food.

:3

https://www.rainbowrailroad.org/

Try the rainbow railroad, I hope they can help you

Your face is not stupid. You are cute as hell!!

:3

Try to ask people if they are in a discord server or matrix or signal group chat etc and try to join that. Maybe they have casual meet-ups in between the big event. It may take asking a few people but then you’d be more connected to your community.

Oh good I had borgor today

:3

As if Jesus didn’t teach psychology? Every parable was explaining how best to behave. That’s behavioral psychology. Also where does it say that Jesus didn’t fuck.

Oh cool I love the texturing there, I had to zoom in to see. Awesome!!

Waterfox on android is in the clear

Edit: Build info, just in case

1.2.8.1 (Build #2026380629)

GV: 156.0-20260922074625

AS: 156.0

OS: Android 16

Honey you gotta give yourself a break. You are putting waaaay too much pressure on yourself.

I’ve been on HRT 2 years. These babies take a while to grow. Puberty is a long long process. I know it’s hard. I hope you can find some peace soon.

Loving oneself is so key, and trust me it took me a really long time to get there. One step at a time. One day at a time. You can do it but it takes a good support system. And that can take a while to build. Finding the right therapist to talk to is so huge.

I know about drugs. I used heavily for over 3 decades. I tried Narcotics Anonymous for a few years. It helped a little. Some folks it helps a lot. It’s hard to kick that shit. I get that.

Maybe try forming 1 good habit at a time, and pick one thing you are doing now that you want to change. You can do this.

I know you want to keep going because you keep reaching out. You are stronger than you realize.

Keep fighting, we’ll be here with you.

When I was thinking of names I could come up with a reason for every single one to not use it because it rhymed with something or other, or was close to somerhing else I didn’t like etc.

For example, kids can come up with a way to twist most any name into some insult.

So don’t sweat it too much. When I think of the name Elaine, I immediately think of Elaine from Seinfeld. Elaine is a decent name.

Maybe it doesn’t quite fit and your brain is coming up with something to make you think harder about it. But either way, you’ll get there eventually.

I spent a good couple three months on this conundrum. It’s a puzzler.

💖🌈💖

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Excuse me…