I’ve been nuking my online presence on big tech platforms, and among the biggest data sources are my Google accounts, including the one I used for watching YouTube.

Using a service they provide for exporting data, I was able to download a list of every video I’ve ever watched since mid-2020. How many of them were there?

Fifty-four thousand.

I have watched more than 54,000 videos since mid-2020.

I knew that I was chronically online and became complacent due to my disabilities, but seeing it laid bare like this suddenly made it feel much more real.

I am awake an average of 15 hours a day. That’s 5,475 hours per year. It’s not unreasonable to assume that I spend around 15 minutes on each video on average, especially given that I often read comments. So that’s about 13,500 hours for all of the videos.

That means that, since 2020 alone, more than two entire years’ worth of my waking hours have been consumed by YouTube.

Two full years of my life, gone. From just YouTube. And the worst part? I hardly remember any of it. Out of all of those videos, I remember maybe 10 or 20 of them off the top of my head. The remaining 99.9% of them were just noise. Void. Nothingness.

How many novel experiences could I have had during that time? How many thought-provoking books could I have read? How many interesting people could I have met? I don’t want to know.

I’ve always felt like there was something wrong about it being 2025 already. It feels like it should be much earlier in the decade. But I think I finally know why: I have created very few memories in the past five years, because most of my time was spent staring at monotonous and forgettable Internet content. That’s why time has gone by so quickly.

Instead of trying new things, engaging with enriching material, and meeting new friends, I allowed my time to be siphoned off by an attention-hungry algorithm that doesn’t care about the incalculable damage it’s doing to millions of lives. I am not the first one to have these regrets, and I certainly won’t be the last.

Never again.

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      1 month ago

      Prolly ain’t even that rare and people who have obligations are still putting the little time they have into the phone time.

      Prolly more so because that all you got energy for.

  • Fox@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    5,500 hours in Team Fortress 2 and over 6k in Guild wars 2. I do not regret any of it. Had lots of fun and even met my wife in gw2.

    You only lose time when you do things you do not enjoy.

    Realizing you are not really enjoying something is a whole other discussion ofc.

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      1 month ago

      5300 hours in tf2 and counting for me. Recreation isn’t necessarily wasted time.

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        To be fair, OP didn’t say he wanted to work more.

        How many novel experiences could I have had during that time? How many thought-provoking books could I have read? How many interesting people could I have met?

        YouTube stole his time that he wanted to use for more fulfilling activities for him.

        If YouTube is fulfilling for you, that’s ok. However, OP wanted to do other fun things.

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        100%.

        All of our time should be “us” time. If you enjoy watching YT videos, great. You can learn a lot, you can laugh a lot, or you can just relax. All of this is fine.

        Work steals much more of our life and pays us in fuckin pennies. And exploitation.

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    I mean I think it’s easy to get sucked into a passive entertainment experience. I grew up with regular old television and it’s kind of the same deal. And lort knows I’m guilty of YouTubing quite a bit - but for the most part I just kinda have it on the back ground while I’m doing other unproductive things - like playing chess or my phone or doomscrolling lol. Anyways good on you for realizing and sounds like you’re gonna get on a more productive path!

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      More than just being more productive, I think questioning modern society has put me on track to have a pretty good life in spite of everything. I feel like I understand what truly matters now, and that’s something that will carry me for the rest of my days.

      It’s going to be hard to relate to all of the people who are constantly glued to their phones, but I’m still better off not being one of them.

      I can’t wait to socialize in the real world.

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        Ehhhhh I think that can be argued a bit lol. I have wasted a lot of time without making much progress but it’s an activity I enjoy!

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    If you want to do new things but feel a lack of motivation maybe you need to just start. Sometimes motivation comes after action. Take a few baby steps. After a few you will want to see the activity or project though and even polished. Provided you don’t have depression or something like it.

    Similarly if you really are not enjoying a new hobby you are trying don’t be afraid to drop it either.

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    YouTube hosts a lot of stuff that I find really useful. I mean, there’s dreck on there, sure, but that’s true of the Web as a whole.

    Like, okay. I have read several books on the Battle of Midway. If you really want concise detail, then that’s where you’re going to need to read. However, books – and a lot of video – don’t constantly show maps, to provide an understanding of what’s going on from a geography standpoint.

    Montemayor, who has a small number of military history videos up, has the best capsule summary I’ve seen if you want a high-level to come up to speed quickly. It is vastly better than the material that I’ve seen on television. There is definitely material with higher production values, but in terms of what you’re going to learn from spending about two hours, highlighting the critical factors in the battle. I think that it’s pretty hard to beat this. Consistently shows what’s going on on a map, and reflects current understanding.

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    It’s not unreasonable to assume that I spend around 15 minutes on each video on average,

    This is completely unreasonable lmao. I would bet the average is more likely to be 1 or 5 minutes, even if you watch a second of a video it is keep on the history and that’s is going to weight down the average a lot.

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      Yeah, bro saying 15 minutes per video is crazy. Gotta be more like what you said. 1 to 5 minutes with a fuckload of misclicks and auto play that you pause or close out of.

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        I wouldn’t be surprised if my average in the last 5 years is something like 30-45 min per video, I credit WTYP for their long videos that I often run in the background.

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    I was able to download a list of every video I’ve ever watched since mid-2020

    That right there should worry you just as much as the number of videos you watched.

    That’s dystopian to the max.

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    The trick with YouTube is what they show you is based on the videos you’ve watched in the past year. So you have to delete stuff from your watched videos history, and curate it down to what you want to be influenced by.

    I actively delete everything from my watched list but art videos, lots happier.

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      I have found that the trick with YouTube that works for me is to use Freetube instead. No algorithm pushing a stream of trash in front of me. I have subscriptions, arranged into categories, and if I want to find something outside of those subscription, the search function works just fine.

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        friends don’t understand how I discover things on youtube, the algorithm is absurdly good these days, if you’re getting trash it’s because you’re watching trash.

        I would put money on my new favourite thing being on my front page right now.

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          Well, the reason I switched to Freetube was initially because I didn’t want to play the “advertising wack-a-mole” game anymore. Not having an algorithm in the mix was a fringe benefit that I found I enjoyed.

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            I’m a newpipe and freetube fan for sure but firefox and ublock have held strong for over a decade now, I often forget youtube even has ads until someone mentions them.

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          I switched to NewPipe ever since the very first alpha version was released. I’ve discovered so many more niche channels that I would have never discovered had I still been using my Google account.

          Without the account, the algorithm recommends me videos exclusively based on the current video I’m watching, which is exactly what I want the algo to do.

          I am currently subscribed to over 1500 people on NewPipe now, for reference, with the vast majority being smaller creators. I discover new channels on a fairly regular basis.

          My subs are also completely local and sortable into different groups. Google has been known to unsubscribe people from channels without their consent or knowledge, and this prevents that from happening.

          Having no ads and Sponsorblock (via polymorphicshade’s fork called Tubular or another fork called PipePipe) is also a nice bonus.

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          I intentionally don’t use a YouTube account when I don’t have to and have cookies cleared at exit, so staying logged in is just not something I want. Freetube and newpipe is what I want of an accountless experience that still offers a custom feed and Playlist saves.

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    i love youtube and watch a ton of it. but i think a ton of my hours would be hours that i fell asleep to it. i’m not sure how accurate it would be for me to

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    I don’t say this to downplay your experience, but as a more positive way to look at it. Maybe you couldn’t have come to this realization without having gone through this. Maybe you didn’t waste your time, and you didn’t miss out on anything, because you were doing what seemed right at the time and now you’ve learned from it. You wouldn’t have this new clarity without having gone through the darkness.

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      That’s what I was thinking, too. Spending so much time on the Internet and observing the consequences ultimately radicalized me against it in a way that more casual usage probably wouldn’t have.

      The chances of someone as weird as me coming along and convincing me to quit doomscrolling was probably pretty low, lol. So maybe this was exactly what I needed to do!

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    I think you are too harsh, it is common to play videos in the background while doing other tasks, I do it while cleaning, while doing laundry and other chores, I also watch YT on the bus to and from work.

    I don’t believe that should be counted toward time only spent consuming YT videos.

    I would only count that time at 20-30% if I had to.